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BBQ Christ on a stick.

Black pastors in predominantly black churches arguing against gay marriage, using many of the same arguments that bigoted, racist whites used back in the days of slavery, the civil rights movement and interracial marriage. /megafuckingfacepalm

What say you citizen X?

All that time Faux News, GOP and far right spent on fear mongering and how we needed to fight religious extremists over there so we did not have to fight them over here. Only to result in rational learned American citizen fighting religious extremist American citizen. Yet we still have many an apathetic American content to go through the motions and ignore the war raging within their own country. To those blind apathetic citizens I issue a warning. If you choose to continue to turn a blind eye to the events in your country, if you are content to have corporations extended the same rights as individual citizens and allow them to buy laws into and out of being then when you are affected and need help do not look to me. I will look at you, your eyes glancing upwards, hand extended for assistance and walk away as you lay in the middle of a wasteland, wondering what happened, your apathy helped create. The middle class will soon be know more and wage slavery is as powerful as it has ever been. The appearance and illusion have simply been updated to deceive a different human animal. To much reflection depresses and disgusts me but that is know excuse for apathy, ignorance and not fighting to protect our rights as citizens and humans. It may hurt to view it with our own eyes but we can not turn away or choose apathy or blind ourselves to the war raging. Religious extremists obsessed with helping to bring on the second coming. Yeah citizen fill in the blank you need to be very afraid.

Meh

There is so much running through mind rampantly looting the little bits of my sanity. Every time I desire to try and record it in writing I fall short.

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At the edge of an abyss,

Heart, mind, soul despondent

Seeking undeniable resolution

Memory irreconcilable

Thoughts screaming, surging

A most abrupt cessation, dissolution

Of a choice

To plunge, cascading downward

Within concealed realities

Blah, blah, blah

You screamed louder than the loudest, trumpeted with the fury of a fiery ferocious beast, beat that drum until it was torn asunder, and yet still your ego was not appeased. Now you sit alone in the dark, an empty feeling washes over your sordid soul. Your bones grow cold, and ego’s stomach growls with the increasing, restless pains of hunger. Finally as this day’s morning has surrendered itself to the afternoon, evening, and finally night understanding comes over tiring mind. You were simply a vessel for the cause to travel and be carried by, no more, no less.  In the waning hours of a late night you sit alone, booze in hand, attempting to lose yourself.  Attempting to dream of futures in which you are savior, hero, but in the end you are simply human and in time will fade to black.

Humble, humble pie

I am happier than I have been in years. Things make since and I have passion again. My anger is reserved for what anger should be reserved for apathy, ignorance and injustice among other things. I actually enjoy making images even if I use a cellphone camera and a cheap video camera to do so. Funny how losing almost everything including your sanity and surviving changes things. Perspective brought to you by a serious case of humble pie and reality, as in you aren’t special do what you will. I strive to enjoy and live in each moment because that is all we know to exist this moment the her, the now. What will tomorrow bring? Hell if I know. There may not be one but for now my mind is as it should be questioning, disturbed, focused and alert.

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Raging against a machine
Of my own creation
I am the maker
These skills gifted and learned
From the others, the self creator
Calling themselves mankind
Long ago having lost themselves
Having left their humanity behind
Going through the motions
Living for the weekend
And that next paycheck
What a life
What a way to live
You have become machine
You heart rusting
Corroded gears
Humanity
Fading humanity
Now a rage-less
inhuman machine